Ah, 11 more days until Christmas Eve. and 12 more days until Christmas day, what a relaxing time of the year, you get to be with Family members, Friends, Co-workers, and many more, what I really know about the meaning of Christmas is giving, all of the friends I know only like Christmas because of the presents and next month on my birthday, nobody will say "happy birthday" to me cause they just use me as their punching bag, I really hate it when nobody recognizes me, its like they can see though me. what I want to learn to speak is Russian because I need it for my officers rank in the military
- End of Day 2 of Journal
Thursday, December 13, 2012
Monday, December 3, 2012
Entry one, Day one
Entry 1: Life is a pain
Ever since I turned my back on love, everyone at school has been a bitch, even before i turned my back on love, there was this one girl I had a crush oh, what was her name... oh yea, here name was *******, ah yes, *******, she was my crush, on the day I asked here out, she said and I quote "Ewww, I would never go out with you ******(I keep my name a secret because of safety reasons), cause your face is ugly" that day, I made a vow to myself, and that vow is to never date anyone, even an animal in my life, 28 weeks later after the rejection, my friends have given me crap about not having a girlfriend, a few months later, the feeling of the crush came back to me and forced it out of me, few days later, I felt no feeling of crushes, when ever a girl asks me out in my life, all I will just say is "no" or "Not going to happen asshole". So that will mean i will be alone for the rest of my life, I will die alone.
-End
Ever since I turned my back on love, everyone at school has been a bitch, even before i turned my back on love, there was this one girl I had a crush oh, what was her name... oh yea, here name was *******, ah yes, *******, she was my crush, on the day I asked here out, she said and I quote "Ewww, I would never go out with you ******(I keep my name a secret because of safety reasons), cause your face is ugly" that day, I made a vow to myself, and that vow is to never date anyone, even an animal in my life, 28 weeks later after the rejection, my friends have given me crap about not having a girlfriend, a few months later, the feeling of the crush came back to me and forced it out of me, few days later, I felt no feeling of crushes, when ever a girl asks me out in my life, all I will just say is "no" or "Not going to happen asshole". So that will mean i will be alone for the rest of my life, I will die alone.
-End
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